I pray every morning that I will do His will and so I hope the course of my life is pleasing to Him. Right now I don't have much of a social life other than children and their parents. I am still babysitting little Abby. She has grown more comfortable with all of us and so having her around is flowing much better. And I am still taking care of my grandson, Everett. He is more than a handful, but I am enjoying watching him grow. Feel so blessed to be a part of his life. And in another month or so I will be taking care of my new grandson, Myles.
I also serve in the nursery at our church once a month. Only problem is that I keep getting sick after I serve, so I may have to let that go because I get set back on my household chores and I don't socialize when I am sick. And just as I get better from one virus, another one hits so the drama keeps on going pickle style. Then on top of that I can sometimes fall into adrenal fatigue and that causes issues with my muscles. Easier to get pulled muscles, tendonitis or bursitis in those times.
Women's Bible study started up and so far I haven't been able to go because it keeps falling on the Saturdays that I work. And I recently got asked to participate in mentoring young women at our church. It sure sounded like a cool opportunity and exciting. I talked it over with the Lord who was silent leaving me to discover I was feeling more guilt than go. Not good. So I consulted hubby and he was against it because he knows how busy I already am. When it takes all my physical strength to keep going with what I am doing now it isn't wise to add more.
When I do get free time I am finding that all I want to do is
be alone to think, unwind and to connect with the Lord. I don't want
to have to be anywhere or necessarily have anything to do. I just want
to be free and personally, for me, that is really healthy.